In Advance

I’m sorry to those wanted me beating and well above earth, but I won’t Be faking any well to tolerate this, all this ! I want to rewind myself, my mishaps and unfold the destruction that resulted into my life.

I’m dying within nanoseconds, rotting and dissolving in what they call living .

I apologize to my rotting soul that turned into decay, it and sadness became one, how could I undo it! please !