I’m sorry to those wanted me beating and well above earth, but I won’t Be faking any well to tolerate this, all this ! I want to rewind myself, my mishaps and unfold the destruction that resulted into my life.
I’m dying within nanoseconds, rotting and dissolving in what they call living .
Don’t question me about reasons behind my doings, I starved for a peaceful living without the day to day fight ! Foolish I was thinking this, carving this or even attempting to !
I apologize to my rotting soul that turned into decay, it and sadness became one, how could I undo it! please !
The spiral of our thoughts is toxic, over thinking and anger will lead us to destruction, if you’re passing by this hear me out. Go and do what your brain is imprisoning you not to do, Get up on your two feet and better yourself from the outside effects, No matter whatever is the situation you’ll be over the given situation in hand and powering through with time!
Ending in solitude
Existing .. could anyone define it ? i never thought that it would spiral down to questioning why my two feet are on the surface of earth . purpose ? wouldnt cut it , loved ones ? arent in my space of suffering . i got to be scentesed by deppression it caught me for years 2013–2016 and since march 2017– sep 2019 i got out of it, i could take a deep breath ,taste food, have energy and feel alive not just dragging a body around. i know i caused unintentionally hurt, i just felt the moment that i was feeling less pain i was faced with mountains of pain that would drag me back to the begininning of depression and i just didn't have any muscle for it i was streched out …. too streched out
Hello to everyone
I make my debut in writing here in one of my favorite writing Sites.
I’ll be writing a series of overcoming my trauma and misfortunate events.
Tomorrow shall be better